I’m done with the Etch-A-Sketch project. I couldn’t check it on my laptop because the reset button wouldn’t show, so I checked it on my computer. And it worked! The reset button is there and it changes the grid to the number you give it. Now onto the next section of my coding – objects.
I’m currently waiting for my medication management appointment to begin. I tend to feel a bit anxious during these sessions, which usually last about 15 to 20 minutes. My psychiatrist can seem a bit intimidating, but since this is only my second appointment with her, I hope to feel more at ease this time.
I just had my appointment, and it went surprisingly well. I didn’t feel intimidated, although I did experience some nervousness. She is nice but I can tell she is new at her job, which I’ve been told. I don’t know how to explain it but maybe knowing that she is new in this career makes me feel indifferent. I don’t know, does that even make sense? We discussed my ADHD diagnosis, and she provided me with an official confirmation. Throughout the session, she asked me several questions, and I found myself needing to ask her to repeat some of them. It wasn’t that I couldn’t hear her; rather, I struggled to fully grasp what she was saying at times. It felt as though my brain was picking up the words but not processing them. I made a conscious effort to stay focused on the virtual call.
She mentioned that there are medication options available if I choose to pursue that route, but I indicated that I’d like to think it over. I’m not certain I want to increase my medication beyond what I’m currently taking. We also touched on my bipolar disorder and mood swings. I feel like I’m experiencing a manic phase at the moment—I have a heightened sense of energy and a strong urge to be constantly active. I’m a bit restless, to be honest. I hope that makes sense.
I have therapy at 1:30. It’s lunchtime now, and I should find some food. I decided on ramen. How many days have I had ramen so far? I need another lunch food.
I just finished my therapy session, where we discussed my ADHD and its impact on my life. We also explored my triggers, and I realized I have quite a few that I hadn’t ever really thought about. Some of these triggers include loud noises, screaming, and excessive cursing. We’re working on creating a plan for how to handle these moments when they arise. It’s quite uncomfortable for me to talk about my triggers.
Halloween is just around the corner! Although I won’t be dressing up or doing much to celebrate, I still have a fondness for the holiday. I enjoy admiring the decorations and everything that embodies the spirit of Halloween. By the way, I believe the end of Daylight Saving Time is coming at the end of this week—November 3rd—so we’ll gain an extra hour.
