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I have yet to take any pictures this last weekend/week. We didn’t do anything this weekend. Seriously, I did nothing. That was nice. We did go to Costco and Home Depot yesterday to look at refrigerators. Tommy ended up just buying the refrigerator parts we needed. I had my sinus appointment last Thursday. I love…

I finished the JavaScript role-playing game project. The next project is a Calorie Counter. I got a message this morning from someone thanking me for my JavaScript notes. That made me smile. I didn’t think you could find my site on Google, and for it to help people, that’s cool. Tommy and I were talking…

Today’s therapy was complex. We touched on some more challenging subjects. I still feel small and vulnerable talking about them. Also, the fact that I do things so I don’t get into trouble means that I’m treating people like I treat my mom or other past abusers. That isn’t fair to others. We also talked…

I can’t believe January is already over. This month went pretty fast. I’m doing well in my planner. Even wrote daily on the daily pages. Ok, I didn’t write a lot but I wrote something. I haven’t been using stickers though since I don’t have the time to do that. Next year I think I…

Merlin runs around the house with his favorite ball, stopping at my desk every other minute or so for me to throw the ball for him to catch. This activity is my night after I’m finished working on JavaScript. Today was a quiet day. It began with me helping Tommy fix his truck so he…

Therapy was complex today, and I didn’t think it would be. Ok, so going over traumas will be challenging, but from birth to 6 years old…not much happened. I only remember being left alone when I was either 5 or 6. I don’t think my mom thought twice about leaving me home alone. My mom…

While most of the country has been getting snow and feeling colder than usual, it’s been “warm” here. Warm being in the 40s. It’s still cold here, and the pellet stove’s fire makes the weather cozy. I want to make some hot tea when I’m done writing. I wouldn’t mind some snow. So, I read…

I’m still on hold with the health insurance. It’s been 3 hours. I’m starting to wonder if I will get through today. I haven’t done my “homework” yet for therapy. Just writing out my trauma seems daunting. It’s a big task. I will get it done. Just not sure when but I’m sure it needs…

I often start my posts by looking through my planner to see what I’ve been up to. I update my planner daily…or at least I’m trying to. Sometimes I will go through my camera roll if I took pictures to jog my memory of the past few days. The weekend was a long one. I…

Wow, this week has been a doozy, and it’s only Tuesday. I can’t get into what made it a doozy but it is starting to look up from its dooziness. Just had a long talk to Tommy about my time in Germany. That was a crazy three years. I think I loved the food and…