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My day has been slow. I watched a few YouTube videos, played Final Fantasy xiv, and read a chapter in Stephen King’s Fairy Tale and Ali Hazelwood’s Love on the Brain. Love on the Brain starts slow but has started picking up slightly. I’m only four chapters in. Some of the characters are annoying and…

I feel disconnected today. Not sure why. It’s Friday and I feel I should be happy about that and excited to start a new project in my coding. I am looking forward to the new project but my mind is elsewhere. Where it is, I’m not sure about. I’ve dissociated twice today. It feels like…

I’m having a little trouble with coding today. Mostly cause I’m still in mania, and focusing on what I’m supposed to do is tricky. I’m trying to be productive today. Somehow my thinking is that productivity is doing more in less time, which isn’t true. Multitasking is a means where several things will be given…

I’m in mania right now. I’ve had adrenaline and high energy all day, which would be weird since I only had 4 1/2 hours of sleep last night. Concentrating and sticking to the task at hand is hard for me right now. My mind is racing from thought to thought. Paranoia. Incredibly powerful intrusive thoughts….

Alexis is 20 today. After she was born, I went to the NICU to check on her. I looked at her cribsheet and noticed that she was born on the 24th, the same as Karissa. I never planned that. Alexis had me bedridden for the last month of my pregnancy with her. She had wanted…

I find coding HTML to be relaxing. To just sit here and code and not think about anything else. Listening to some lofi music. CSS isn’t as relaxing; however, realizing what CSS can do is fascinating. With coding, it’s predictable. You write a line of code, and the computer or browser will execute it the…

Yesterday I was coding and overlooked the time. By the time I noticed, it was almost dinner time. We have started animating in HTML. Ok, mainly in CSS, but it is interesting. I like doing animation without the use of Flash. I finished yesterday’s project of building a ferris wheel. Today we are coding a…

I haven’t written (typed?) in a few days. I don’t have much of an excuse except that I was reading Book Lovers after coding and never got around to posting here. I’m almost done with my product landing page project in coding. I’m currently working on CSS, which is the most thrilling and frustrating thing….

Coding a webpage is both frustrating and fun. I’ve spent most of my day coding and Googling code. I’ve gotta template for the webpage, so I’m not totally on my own with coding. I worry that I won’t be able to do this from scratch. But I have fun coding. I added an iframe to…

I’m mentally drained. In coding, my project is to build a product landing page. A giant advertisement for a product. I’m doing the example again cause I have no idea what product to advertise. Today was a long day, and yet it shouldn’t have been. The day started this morning with Lexi’s doctor’s appointment. I…