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I have been meaning to do this for a while. So here we go: My pregnancy with Alexis was easier than Karissa’s. It wasn’t new so I knew what to expect. I did get pretty sick a few times. I had the stomach flu and though I didn’t want to eat, I was told to…

I’m so confused right now. After my mom has told me that she doesn’t know/have my birth certificate… she called me up today. I didn’t get the call. Ok, I was scared to pick it up so I let the voicemail get it. In the voicemail, she said, “This is your mother, I mailed the…

I’m not sure where to start. Honestly, I’d rather lie in bed and sleep but it’s not good to get lost in my head. I guess to start… I’m looking to find out how to obtain my birth certificate. My dad was in the Navy and I was born in the Philippines. So I’m not…

It’s only 10 pm and I’m sleepy. Having a bit of an anxiety attack. Let’s see if I can just write it out. Heh, ride it out… write it out. I crack myself up! So I have been practicing with creating web servers on Linux lately. The first one I created, on CentOS 7, took…

Apparently, I’m supposed to be blogging. Has anyone tried that Korean beauty routine? I’ve been reading about that to see if it would help with my very dry skin. Any thoughts? Yesterday was Karissa’s birthday. Really, I can’t believe that she is 19. It’s a crazy thought. Because we are pretty busy this weekend, we…

Geez, I haven’t written in here since last September! Oh, I keep getting challenge requests from friends on Fitbit. I miss my Fitbit. It stopped working many many moons ago. I’m in Pueblo, Co. Alexis had four hockey games this weekend. The Mustangs did awesome. We were going to head home today but Tom caught…

My allergies are so bad right now. I forgot to bring eye drops but that’s alright. I have been to Karissa’s college for a bit. We live about 45 minutes away. So I like to save gas and not drive so much, given the fact that driving isn’t my favorite activity. So I have been…

My therapist said to try writing when I’m having anxiety. So, here I am. There are different types of anxiety I get. Well, more like different symptoms of anxiety… some are easier to deal with than others. The shortness of breath and me “taking over my breathing” is the hardest. Mostly because I feel lightheaded…

Albuquerque is having a nice thunderstorm at the moment. Being that it’s always hotter down here then it is in my small town, it is really nice. It’s 70 degrees and I’m having some hot tea. Mostly the hot tea is for my stomach. I’m not sure if I have come down with something or…

Today has been a rough day, mentally. Even though I try hard not to read the news, with the internet it’s hard not to know what is going on in the world. Suicides happening, the #metoo movement has brought abusive relationships to light. It all brings many things to surface that I try hard to…